laraF's nest

For me inspiration can come from a single phrase, or a song, a smell, a strangely shaped cloud... really, that has never been a problem. Inspiration is a constant Niagara in my mind (and it has been barrelling down on it heavily, like, always). For me, writer's block, or rather the Creator's Gate as I started to call it is more about the practical step - actually making what I planned. I'm pretty sure (99.9%) that's the consequence of living in a constant state of mental illnesses battling, mild existential dread and poor RL circumstances. It is what it is. For now. It should get better sometime, right?
Right? ...

But, even in that state some inspirations come through too strongly and those are the moments I can break the barrier and actually create something. Not to sound pretentious, but usually something good. LOL


Inspirations for this piece:

a trope of major character death (of drarry) but with happy or hopeful ending from purplehotmess , one of my amazing giftees with first-class taste. Be honest here, isn't that one of the most wonderfully, heart-wrenchingly beautiful line that you ever read?
Thought so.
 
It's thanks to her I listened to this masterpiece too (which will make me grateful forever, cuz good music is usually enough for my soul to feed off of for months):


I could practically see all the pastel, dream-like visions of Drarry.
And I tried to shape them through words, too.

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