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This is my online home. It's a queer little corner of the internet full of my favorite pop-culture characters holding hands, cuddling and kissing (regardless of gender and other bourgeois social constructs) for fun.
Also, I've been suffering from ADHD, depression and severe social anxiety for more years than I could count so please be nice if somehow for some goddamn reason you find this page. For the sake of the remnants of my mental health I may share some ramblings about my daily life and frustrations here too, besides writings and translations (my main gig, tho the last decade wasn't very nice... I'm slow and erratic creation-wise.)



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a Steter playlist

laraflame: (gotham_penguin)
Ami inkább Peter Hale központú (...), és tulajdonképp szégyentelen hódolatom jeleként is felfogható a progresszív rock, alternatív rock, ROCK CSAK ÚGY és metál oltárán (kivéve persze Yonderboit).

A dalszövegek szerintem kísértetiesen jól kommentálják az original történetvezetést, de persze - mivel a világ legtöbb dala a szerelemről szól -, ki nem hagynám belőle a Steter szálat, mert hát OTP feelings I have!!!

Ha valakit érdekel ilyesmi is... XDXD (Igen, csekkoltam, létezik-e a fandomokban ez a dolog és ohhohohohó, de még mennyire!)


laraflame.livejournal.com/video/album/310/



PORCUPINE TREE
"Blackest Eyes"
A mother sings a lullaby to a child
Sometime in the future the boy goes wild
And all his nerves are feeling some kind of energy

A walk in the woods and I will try
Something under the trees that made you cry
It's so erotic when your make up runs

I got wiring loose inside my head
I got books that I never ever read
I got secrets in my garden shed
I got a scar where all my urges bled
I got people underneath my bed
I got a place where all my dreams are dead
Swim with me into your blackest eyes

A few minutes with me inside my van
Should be so beautiful if we can
I'm feeling something taking over me

I got wiring loose inside my head
I got books that I never ever read
I got secrets in my garden shed
I got a scar where all my urges bled
I got people underneath my bed
I got a place where all my dreams are dead
Swim with me into your blackest eyes

azlyrics.com/lyrics/porcupinetree/blackesteyes.html

Intro.



CROSSFADE
"Falling Away"
You never did care
Never dared to say
What I disliked about you
What I hated about you so now
I'm breaking all we had in two
Time and time again
I did what you said
Should have left me for dead
And I refuse to do it anymore
There's nothing in this heart left for you

But I'm really feelin' like the sunshine is shinin' right down on my face
And I'm runnin' with the best of them
Oh of the change
Whoo I'm lovin' but I'm feelin' like shit
And I'd never leave you for that
Never leave you dyin' alone
Even now with my hatred for you
And everything that you put us through
I would never leave you all alone

How could you leave me lyin' like that
When I'm fallin' away
You leave me lyin' when you know that these are my dyin' days

Oh - everything we laughed about
Don't think about none of that
It's just the past
I'll forget something we let pass by
So much to do here but none of it's for you
Sometimes I look on the inside and I swallow my pride
Could things have been easier somehow
Doesn't really matter now
There's nothin' in this heart left for you
Whoo I'm lovin' but I'm feelin' like shit
And I'd never leave you for that
Never leave you dyin' alone

Even now with my hatred for you
And everything that you put us through
Still I'd never leave you all alone

How could you leave me lyin' like that
When I'm fallin' away
You leave me lyin' when you know that these are my dyin' days

Oh I'm falling away
These are my dyin' days
All I needed to say -
I have all but fallen away

How could you leave me lyin' like that
When I'm fallin' away
You leave me lyin' when you know that these are my dyin' days

Source: click here

To Derek and Laura.
Love, Uncle Peter.



BREAKING BENJAMIN
"Lights Out"
I am done pretending
You have failed to find what's left
I will suck you dry again
Some are not worth saving
You are such a pretty mess
I will choke the life within

Now you want to take me down
As if I even care
I am the monster in your head
And I thought you'd learn by now
It seems you haven't yet
I am the venom in your skin

And now your life is broken

After the lights go out on you
After your worthless life is through
I will remember how you scream
I can't afford to care, I can't afford to care

I am suffocating, you have failed to pull me in
I will drag you down again
Life is unrelenting, feeding lies into my head
I will feed the lies you live

Now you want to take me down
As if I even care
I am the monster in your head
And I thought you'd learn by now
It seems you haven't yet
I am the venom in your skin

And now your life is broken

After the lights go out on you
After your worthless life is through
I will remember how you scream
I can't afford to care, I can't afford to care

After the lights go out on you
After your worthless life is through
I will remember how you scream
I can't afford to care, I can't afford to care
I can't afford to care, I can't afford to care

Source: click here

The death of Laura.



WITHIN TEMPTATION
"Murder"
I've been around these vicious lies too
Too long to be neglecting the truth
I'm getting closer and I'm fully armed

I'm about to hunt you down through
The big black hole right behind you
And I'm about to cut your wings away

'Cause I've been finding out where you've broken in
And I will take you out when I close you in

I'm killing them all, I put my soul on the line
I purify sins that I committed in life
I'll follow them all and I'll be bringing them down
Wherever they go I'm right behind

There's nowhere to go, your head on the line
There is no rope, you're running out of time
So where will you go when I will murder your soul?

I'm about to do it your way
I will make your world unsafe
I never thought you'd get this far
's insane

You don't believe what all the signs say
I don't believe in Judgment Day
But you won't be leaving here unharmed

'Cause I've been finding out where you've broken in
And I will take you out when I close you in

I'm killing them all, I put my soul on the line
I purify sins that I committed in life
I'll follow them all and I'll be bringing them down
Wherever they go, I'm right behind

There's nowhere to go, your head on the line
There is no rope, you're running out of time
So where will you go when I will murder your soul?

You can't feel the pain, I scream in vain
You sink away to the bottom
You can't break your chains
Break away from here

I'm killing them all, I put my soul on the line
I purify sins that I committed in life
I'll follow them all and I'll be bringing them down
Wherever they go, I'm right behind

There's nowhere to go, your head on the line
There is no rope, you're running out of time
So where will you go when I will murder your soul?

Lyrics taken from this page

Peter's killing-spree.



PLACEBO
"Infra-Red"
One last thing before I shuffle off the planet,
I will be the one to make you crawl,
So I came down to wish you an unhappy birthday.

Someone call the ambulance,
There's gonna be an accident.

I'm coming up on infrared, there is no running that can hide you,
coz I can see in the dark.
I'm coming up on infrared, forget your running, I will find you.

One more thing before we start the final face-off,
I will be the one to watch you fall,
So I came down to crash and burn your begger's banquet.

Someone call the ambulance,
There's gonna be an accident.

I'm coming up on infrared, there is no running that can hide you,
coz I can see in the dark.
I'm coming up on infrared, forget your running, I will find you.
(I will find you)

[instrumental&distorted singing]

Someone call the ambulance,
There's gonna be an accident.

I'm coming up on infrared, there is no running that can hide you,
coz I can see in the dark.
I'm coming up on infrared, forget your running, I will find you.
coz I can see in the dark.

I'm coming up on infrared, there is no running that can hide you,
coz I can see in the dark.
I'm coming up on infrared, forget your running, I will find you,
i will find you.
i will find you.

copyright http://elyrics.net

Chasing Kate.



KATATONIA
"Takeover"
You wait by the river.
Days are long and melt right into nothing.
You wait for my eyes.
And who else is waiting for the summer sky?

Your still voice drives me further under now.
No tomb or blessing, buried in the poisoned ground.

Unbearable to have the beast untied.
The coming of my ruin, age tears the spine.
The devil inside comes back to escort me.

I burn, this fever drives me straight into your arms again.
Unspeakable, drop your withered pride, come back and forgive me.

Freezing in the blue light,
I hid my plan under a blanket of dust.
The pressure of the years,
delivers me back into your grip.

I am pledging my love to you, still waiting.

Breathing under siege,
oppressed by the dreams I have to feed.
Crushed by the flood, I won't let you go.

Born unwise,
seeking trust in a broken creed.
Crushed by the grey, I'm waiting for colour.

You wait by the river, you wait for my eyes.
And who else is waiting for the summer sky?

Your still voice drives me further under now.
No tomb or blessing, buried in the poisoned ground.

Unbearable to have the beast untied.
The coming of my ruin, age tears the spine.
The devil inside comes back to escort me.

I burn, this fever drives me.
Come back and forgive me!

I burn, this fever drives me straight into your arms again.

Breathing under siege,
oppressed by the dreams I have to feed.
Crushed by the flood, I won't let you go.

Born unwise,
seeking trust in a broken creed.
Crushed by the grey, I'm waiting for colour.

http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/katatonia/takeover.html

Waiting for the Blue Moon.



HAKEN
"Initiate"
Love and pain
Engage your senses
And let them carve the way

Give me
(Give me)
Focus
(Focus)
Sharpen
My view
Initiate

Live here and now
And forever or never

I observe a world jarring in turmoil
A million people waging war at the hands of a god
And I can hear them crying
Cold fires blazing before me
An affliction fast consuming and fascintaing me

(Drifting)
You'll be
(Deeper)
The life and the death of me
(Into)
I
(The unknown)
Initiate

We'll make this dream last forever and ever
Tears will run dry
From my ever wandering eye
But I'm prepared to stay
'Til my diying day

I'll see things you won't believe
In tomorrow's memories
I'll do things you can't concieve
[Open the floodgates
Form the colours and the shapes
Let there be a light
Initiate, all my senses are engaging]
There'll be no strings on me
[Open the floodgates
All the love an all the pain
Let there be a light
Initiate, all my sense are engaging]

(Distance)
Tell me
(Stretches)
How does it feel to breathe?
(Further)
I
(From home)
Initiate

I'm drifting
(Drifting)
Deeper
(Deeper)
Into
(Into)
The unknown

darklyrics.com/lyrics/haken/affinity.html

Resurrection.



FOO FIGHTERS
"The Pretender"
Keep you in the dark
You know they all pretend
Keep you in the dark
And so it all began

Send in your skeletons
Sing as their bones go marching in... again
The need you buried deep
The secrets that you keep are ever ready
Are you ready?
I'm finished making sense
Done pleading ignorance
That whole defense

Spinning infinity, boy
The wheel is spinning me
It's never-ending, never-ending
Same old story

[Chorus (x2):]
What if I say I'm not like the others?
What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays?
You're the pretender
What if I say I will never surrender?

In time or so I'm told
I'm just another soul for sale... oh, well
The page is out of print
We are not permanent
We're temporary, temporary
Same old story

[Chorus x2]

I'm the voice inside your head
You refuse to hear
I'm the face that you have to face
Mirrored in your stare
I'm what's left, I'm what's right
I'm the enemy
I'm the hand that will take you down
Bring you to your knees

So who are you?
Yeah, who are you?
Yeah, who are you?
Yeah, who are you?

Keep you in the dark
You know they all pretend

[Chorus x2]

[x2]
What if I say I'm not like the others?
(Keep you in the dark)
What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays?
(You know they all... pretend)
You're the pretender
What if I say I will never surrender?

So who are you?
Yeah, who are you?
Yeah, who are you?

http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/foofighters/thepretender.html

Getting to know each other.



ZEROPOZITIVE
"So High"
A false day in Mandalay
But I have a chance to be alive.
Wanna be inaccessible to
Leave behind my lies

Waiting for hours, years alone
But I dont know what's different to me
When those angels have flown by far, far away, and
I can’t stay and I can’t say, yeaaaaah
What was it for

Love is gonna burst 'cause you know what I done before
Do you really want to forgive me?
Would you climb of the wall if you need to fly
So high?

A true day in Mandalay
Living with the bursts and cuts 'n' tainted by the Hand
Which leads our feet through the woods of our swears and lies,
They never made our lives whole.

Waiting for hours, years alone
But I dont know what's different to me
When those angels have flown by far, far away, and
I can’t stay and I can’t say, yeaaaaah
What was it for

Love is gonna burst 'cause you know what I done before.
Do you really want to forgive me?
Would you climb of the wall if you need to fly
So high?
So High.

Love is gonna burst 'cause you know what I done before.
Do you really want to forgive me?
Would you climb of the wall if you need to fly?

Love is gonna burst 'cause you know what I done before.
Do you really want to forgive me?
Would you climb of the wall if you need to fly?
(if you need to fly)

http://www.zeneszoveg.hu/dalszoveg/60944/zeropozitive/so-high-zeneszoveg.html

Against all odds.



IMAGINE DRAGONS
"Demons"
When the days are cold
And the cards all fold
And the saints we see
Are all made of gold

When your dreams all fail
And the ones we hail
Are the worst of all
And the blood's run stale

I wanna hide the truth
I wanna shelter you
But with the beast inside
There's nowhere we can hide

No matter what we breed
We still are made of greed
This is my kingdom come
This is my kingdom come

When you feel my heat
Look into my eyes
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide
Don't get too close
It's dark inside
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide

At the curtain's call
It's the last of all
When the lights fade out
All the sinners crawl

So they dug your grave
And the masquerade
Will come calling out
At the mess you made

Don't wanna let you down
But I am hell bound
Though this is all for you
Don't wanna hide the truth

No matter what we breed
We still are made of greed
This is my kingdom come
This is my kingdom come

When you feel my heat
Look into my eyes
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide
Don't get too close
It's dark inside
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide

They say it's what you make
I say it's up to fate
It's woven in my soul
I need to let you go

Your eyes, they shine so bright
I wanna save that light
I can't escape this now
Unless you show me how

When you feel my heat
Look into my eyes
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide
Don't get too close
It's dark inside
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide

http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/imaginedragons/demons.html

Everyone has it but no can lose it.



PORCUPINE TREE
"Prodigal"
I don't know whose side I'm on
I don't think that I belong 'round here
If I left the stage would that be wrong?

I tried to find myself a better way
I got religion but I went astray
They took my money and I lost my faith

Rain keeps crawling down the glass
The good times never seem to last
Close your eyes and let the thought pass

I tried the capsule and I tried the smoke
I tried to aid escape like normal folk
But I never seemed to get the joke

Rain keeps crawling down the glass
The good times never seem to last
Close your eyes and let the thought pass

[These are my old clothes
This is a new low
This is my blood flow
This is my headstone]

I spend my days with all my friends
They're the ones on who my life depends
I'm gonna miss them when the series ends

Rain keeps crawling down the glass
(Pull yourself together)
The good times never seem to last
(You know it's not so bad)
Close your eyes and let the thought pass
(Close your eyes and let it pass)

[These are my old clothes
This is a new low
This is my blood flow
This is my headstone]

azlyrics.com/lyrics/porcupinetree/podigal.html

Despair.



WITHIN TEMPTATION
"Where Is The Edge?"
In the shadows it awakes the desire
But you know that you can't realize
And the pressure will just keep rising
Now the heat is on

It's too late, there is no way around it
You will see for yourself many times
In the end you will give up the fight
It's unescapable

'Cause you're losing your mind and you sleep
In the heart of the lies

Where is the edge
Of your darkest emotions?
Why does it all survive?
Where is the light
Of your deepest devotion?
I pray that it's still alive

It's the rule that you live by and die for
It's the one thing you cannot deny
Even though you don't know what the price is
It is justified

So much more that you've got left to fight for
But it still doesn't change who you are
There is no fear you'll ever give in to
You're untouchable

'Cause you're losing your mind and you sleep
In the heart of the night

Where is the edge
Of your darkest emotions?
Why does it all survive?
Where is the light
Of your deepest devotion?
I pray that it's still alive

You can't stop yourself
Don't want to feel
Don't want to see what you've become

You can't walk away
From who you are
Never give in

Where is the edge
Of your darkest emotions?
Why does it all survive?
Where is the light
Of your deepest devotion?
I pray that it's still alive

http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/withintemptation/whereistheedge.html

Betrayal.



LEPROUS
"The Valley"
When it began
Lacking a goal
Ten years I ran
In hunt for a soul

Adhesive flame
Endless it seems
Intriguing shame
Too late to redeem

Everyone knows
Honest and brave
What lies too close
Something to save

Valley in sin
This valley I'm in

Where you are
My secret star

Moving away
Nowhere to run
No one can stay
Vanishing sun

Visibly frail
Easy to see
How to prevail

Still there it lies
In rivers thin
Down in disguise
In my valley within

Valley in sin
This valley I'm in

Where you are
My secret star

http://www.darklyrics.com/lyrics/leprous/coal.html#5

Defeated.



NICKELBACK
"Savin' Me"
Prison gates won't open up for me
On these hands and knees I'm crawlin'
Oh, I reach for you

Well I'm terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can't hold my soul in
All I need is you

Come please I'm callin'
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be

And say it for me, say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me

Heaven's gates won't open up for me
With these broken wings I'm fallin'
And all I see is you

These city walls ain't got no love for me
I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story
And oh I scream for you

Come please I'm callin'
And all I need from you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be

And say it for me, say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me
Hurry I'm fallin'

And all I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be

And say it for me, say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me
Hurry I'm fallin'

And say it for me, say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me

Source: click here

Love me.

 

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