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This is my online home. It's a queer little corner of the internet full of my favorite pop-culture characters holding hands, cuddling and kissing (regardless of gender and other bourgeois social constructs) for fun.
Also, I've been suffering from ADHD, depression and severe social anxiety for more years than I could count so please be nice if somehow for some goddamn reason you find this page. For the sake of the remnants of my mental health I may share some ramblings about my daily life and frustrations here too, besides writings and translations (my main gig, tho the last decade wasn't very nice... I'm slow and erratic creation-wise.)



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Újabb Steter playlist...

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Szóval.
Élek, bár ez egy kisebb csodával határos.

DE tényleg.

Annyi időm volt csupán az elmúlt hetekben, hogy a Merengőre elkészítsem a Kívánság Üst-ajándékot, ami pont elég nagy munkábak bizonyult... :) Ennek ellenére szeretném majd folytatni a mindenféle fordításokat és írásokat, de ezt még nem tudom az időben elhelyezni. XD Túl sok mindent kell egyszerre megoldanom.

Addig is, egy kis előkarácsonyi ajándék gyanánt hallgathattok Peter és Stiles (képzelt) szerelmi kalandjairól egy újabb összeállítást, csodálatos rock-klasszikusok (és dübörgő új húsok) előadásában. A dalszövegeket a cut alatt találhatjátok a saját kis történetvezés-megjegyzéseimmel megtűzdelve.

Tőlem, nektek, szívből! <3

Sajnos a media funkció valamiért nem működik (a szerkesztődobozban érdekes módon igen, de a végeredményben már nem szerepel semmiféle videó...), a LiveJournal fiókomba meg már nem fért fel, és hirtelen ezzel az egy ötlettel tudtam előrukkolni. Csak annyira meg akartam már osztani, hogy mindegy is volt. XD Legalább az inda felenged nagy videókat ingyen...


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SCOTT MATTHEW
“Beauty Is Within Us”

O mother dear
Look what you've done
To your forlorn and once beloved son
Why was I born at all?
O mother dear
I'm such a freak
A mutant man, a woman underneath
Why was I born at all?

It's you I blame for all the shame
This anguish and this aching
The mirror turned against the wall
Myself despised, forsaken
You say, "Beauty is within us, your mother knows"
"There's a beauty that's within us, just like a rose"
You say, "Beauty is within us, so let it grow"
But it's grown so dark and ugly

O mother dear
I curse you so
For breathing life into your wretched son
Why were you born at all?
O mother dear
I love you so
O please forgive this anger in my soul
Without you I'm alone

It's me who's been eternally damned
Trapped inside this cage, a ruined man
All damaged and depraved

O mother dear
This misery
Has settled like a stain upon my skin
-a vast unspoken sin

And my mistake is much too late
But your mistake was trusting
That out of grief, a goodness comes
And love comes out of lusting

You say, "Beauty is within us, your mother knows"
"There's a beauty that's within us, just like a rose"
You say, "Beauty is within us, so let it grow"
But it's grown so dark and ugly

You say, "Beauty is within us, your mother knows"
"There's a beauty that's within us, just like a rose"
You say, "Beauty is within us, so let it grow"
But it's grown so dark I cannot see you anymore

"O beauty is within us, mother knows"
"O beauty is within us, like a rose"
"O beauty is within us, let it grow"
O mother dear, let me out of here!

 

Scarred

 

THE RASMUS
“In The Shadows”

No sleep
No sleep until I am done with finding the answer
Won't stop
Won't stop before I find a cure for this cancer
Sometimes
I feel like going down and so disconnected
Somehow
I know that I am haunted to be wanted

I've been watching
I've been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows all my life

In the shadows

In the shadows

They say
That I must learn to kill before I can feel safe
But I
I'd rather kill myself than turn into their slave
Sometimes
I feel that I should go and play with the thunder
Somehow
I just don't wanna stay and wait for a wonder

I've been watching
I've been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows all my life

Lately I’ve been walking, walking in circles, watching, waiting for something
Feel me touch me heal me, come take me higher

I've been watching
I've been waiting
In the shadows all my time
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows all my life
I've been watching
I've been waiting
I've been searching
I've been living for tomorrows

In the shadows

In the shadows
I've been waiting

 

Enemy In Plain Sight

 

KINGS OF LEON

"Closer"

Stranded in this spooky town,
Stoplights are swaying and the phone lines are down
Floor is crackling cold,
She took my heart, I think she took my soul
With the moon I run,
Far from the carnage of the fiery sun

Driven by the strangle of vein
Showin' no mercy I do it again
Open up your eyes
You keep on crying, baby I'll bleed you dry
Skies are blinking at me
I see a storm bubbling up from the sea

And it's coming closer [2x]

You shimmy-shook my boat,
Leavin' me stranded all in love on my own
Do you think of me?
Where am I now, baby where do I sleep?
Feels so good but I'm old
2000 years of chasing takin' its toll

And it's coming closer [4x]

 

Kate

 

AUDIOSLAVE

"Gasoline"

House is haunted
I just want to go for a ride
Out and on
Before I set this room alight
Left alone forever and for crimes unclear
With my patience gone
Someone take me far from here. Yeah

Burning that gasoline, yeah
Burning that gasoline

New day yawning, another day of solitaire
House is honest, clearly more than I can bear
Drag me off, before I set my world on fire
Out and gone the sun will never set tonight. Yeah

Burning that gasoline, yeah
Burning that gasoline

No what for's, only a can
Of red says danger on it 
I have found another way

Burning that gasoline, yeah
Burning that gasoline
Burning it all away, burning it all away

 

Burning

 

30 SECONDS TO MARS
"The Kill"

What if I wanted to break,
Laugh it all off in your face,
What would you do?
What if I fell to the floor,
Couldn't take all this anymore,
What would you do, do, do?

Come, break me down.
Bury me, bury me.
I am finished with you.

What if I wanted to fight,
Beg for the rest of my life,
What would you do?
You say you wanted more.
What are you waiting for?
I'm not running from you

Come, break me down.
Bury me, bury me.
I am finished with you.
Look in my eyes.
You're killing me, killing me.
All I wanted was you.

I tried to be someone else,
But nothing seemed to change.
I know now, this is who I really am inside.
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance.
I know now, this is who I really am.

Come, break me down.
Bury me, bury me.
I am finished with you, you, you.
Look in my eyes.
You're killing me, killing me.
All I wanted was you.

Come, break me down (bury me, bury me).
Break me down (bury me, bury me).
Break me down (bury me, bury me).

(You say you wanted more)
What if I wanted to break?
(What are you waiting for?)
Bury me, bury me
(I'm not running from you)
What if I, what if I, what if I, what if I...
Bury me, bury me.

 

All I Wanted

 

AWOLNATION
"Hollow Moon (Bad Wolf)"

I’ve been running from it all my lifetime
There’s nothing wrong with you, I’m searching for my right mind
Oh, you should’ve seen it they were resting on the restless
This happened, literally - woke up I was headless
I woke up I was headless

[Chorus:]
Ima make a deal with the bad wolf so the bad wolf don’t bite no more
Ima make a deal with the bad wolf so the bad wolf don’t bite no more
Ima make a deal with the bad wolf so the bad wolf don’t bite no more
Ima make a deal with the bad wolf so the bad wolf don’t bite no more
Ima make a Ima make a bad wolf Ima Ima bad wolf Ima make a bad wolf Ima Ima
Ima make a deal with the bad wolf so the bad wolf don’t bite no more

You’re all still here

Motherfucker I’ll be back from the dead soon
I’ll be watching from the center of the hollow moon
Oh, oh my God I think I might’ve made a mistake
Waiting patiently was waiting taking up space
We are waiting taking up space

[Chorus]

The earth below is above my feet when the clock is laughing at me
When copy cats and the lazy brats are the last thing I want to see
No, my enemy is a friend of mine in a friendly place to be seen
Hey, you know I'll run away for a couple years just to prove I’ve never been free

They will never find me here [x4]

Yeah

Ima make a deal with the bad wolf so the bad wolf don’t bite no more [x8]

 

Memories Underground

 

EVANESCENCE

"Bring Me To Life"
(feat. Paul McCoy)

How can you see into my eyes like open doors?
Leading you down into my core where I've become so numb
Without a soul my spirit's sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become

Now that I know what I'm without
You can't just leave me
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become

Bring me to life
(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)
Bring me to life

Frozen inside without your touch
Without your love, darling
Only you are the life among the dead

All this time I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything
Without a thought, without a voice, without a soul
Don't let me die here
There must be something more
Bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become

Bring me to life
(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)
Bring me to life

 

Cry For Help

 

BASTILLE

"Of The Night"
(originally by Corona)

Rhythm is a dancer,
It's a soul's companion,
People feel it everywhere,
Lift your hands and voices,
Free your mind and join us,
You can feel it in the air,
Oh oh, it's a passion,
Oh oh, you can feel it yeah,
Oh oh, it's a passion,
Oh oh, oh, oh, oh,

(THIS IS THE RHYTHM)

You can put some joy up on my face,
Oh sunshine in an empty place,
Take me too, turn to and babe I'll make you stay,
(OH YEAH)
Oh I can ease you of your pain,
Feel you give me love again,
Round and round we go,
Each time I hear you say,

This is the rhythm of the night, the night, oh yeah,
The rhythm of the night,
This is the rhythm of my life, my life, oh yeah,
The rhythm of my life,
This is the rhythm of the night, the night, oh yeah,
The rhythm of the night,
This is the rhythm of my life, my life, oh yeah,
The rhythm of my life,

Wont you teach me how to love and learn,
There'll be nothing left for me to yearn,
Think of me and burn and let me hold your hand,
Oh yeah-ah-eh,
I don't want to face the world in tears,
Please think again, I'm on my knees,
Sing that song to me,
No reason to repent,

This is the rhythm of the night, the night, oh yeah,
The rhythm of the night,
This is the rhythm of my life, my life, oh yeah,
The rhythm of my life,
This is the rhythm of the night, the night, oh yeah,
The rhythm of the night,
This is the rhythm of my life, my life, oh yeah,
The rhythm of my life,

This is the rhythm of the night, the night, oh yeah,
The rhythm of the night,
This is the rhythm of my life, my life, oh yeah,
The rhythm of my life,

This is the rhythm of the night, the night, oh yeah.

 

Another Chance With You

 

MAROON 5
"Animals"

Baby, I'm preying on you tonight
Hunt you down eat you alive
Just like animals, animals, like animals-mals

Maybe you think that you can hide
I can smell your scent from miles
Just like animals, animals, like animals-mals
Baby, I'm

So what you trying to do to me
It's like we can't stop we're enemies
But we get along when I'm inside you
You're like a drug that's killing me
I cut you out entirely
But I get so high when I'm inside you

Yeah, you can start over, you can run free
You can find other fish in the sea
You can pretend it's meant to be
But you can't stay away from me
I can still hear you making that sound
Taking me down, rolling on the ground
You can pretend that it was me
But no

Baby, I'm preying on you tonight
Hunt you down eat you alive
Just like animals, animals, like animals-mals

Maybe you think that you can hide
I can smell your scent from miles
Just like animals, animals, like animals-mals
Baby, I'm

So if I run it's not enough
You're still in my head forever stuck
So you can do what you wanna do
I love your lies, I'll eat 'em up
But don't deny the animal
That comes alive when I'm inside you

Yeah, you can start over you can run free
You can find other fish in the sea
You can pretend it's meant to be
But you can't stay away from me
I can still hear you making that sound
Taking me down rolling on the ground
You can pretend that it was me
But no

Baby, I'm preying on you tonight
Hunt you down eat you alive
Just like animals, animals, like animals-mals

Maybe you think that you can hide
I can smell your scent from miles
Just like animals, animals, like animals-mals
Baby, I'm

Don't tell no lie-lie-lie-lie
You can't deny-ny-ny-ny
The beast inside-side-side-side
Yeah, yeah, yeah

No, girl, don't lie-lie-lie-lie
You can't deny-ny-ny-ny
The beast inside-side-side-side
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Yo...
Whoa...
Whoa...
Just like animals, animals, like animals-mals
Just like animals (yeah...), animals (yeah...), like animals-mals (yeah...)
Ow

Baby, I'm preying on you tonight
Hunt you down eat you alive
Just like animals, animals, like animals-mals

Maybe you think that you can hide
I can smell your scent from miles
Just like animals, animals, like animals-mals
Baby, I'm

Don't tell no lie-lie-lie-lie
You can't deny-ny-ny-ny
That beast inside-side-side-side
Yeah, yeah, yeah

No, girl, don't lie-lie-lie-lie
You can't deny-ny-ny-ny
That beast inside-side-side-side
Yeah, yeah, yeah

 

Mine

 

KINGS OF LEON

"Sex On Fire"

Lay where you're laying
Don't make a sound
I know they're watching
They're watching

All the commotion
The kiddie-like play
It has people talking
Talking

You
Your sex is on fire

The dark of the alley
The breaking of day
Head while I'm driving
I'm driving

Soft lips are open
Them knuckles are pale
Feels like you're dying
You're dying

You
Your sex is on fire
Consumed
With what's just transpired

Hot as a fever
Rattle of bones
I could just taste it
Taste it

If this not forever
If this just tonight
Oh we're still the greatest
The greatest
The greatest

You
Your sex is on fire

You
Your sex is on fire
Consumed
With what's just transpired

And you
Your sex is on fire
Consumed
With what's just transpired

 

Sweet Boy

 

ALICIA KEYS
"In Common"

Said I'd be gone by five
But it's sunrise and I'm still in your bed
Goodnight usually means goodbye
Me replaying memories in my head
Look at you, look at you
Look what you made me do
How do you, how do you think know my every move
Who are you? Who are you? You look so familiar
I know you, I know you, baby, I know the truth

We got way too much in common
If I'm being honest with you
We got way too much in common
Since I'm being honest with you

Who wants to love somebody like me?
You wanna love somebody like me?
If you could love somebody like me
You must be messed up too
Who wants to love somebody like me?
You wanna love somebody like me?
If you could love somebody like me
You must be messed up too

We used to talk 'til midnight
All those days that you stayed at my house
We were just passing the time
When we were young and we ain't had no vows
Now, now, now maybe later on, I'll text you and maybe you'll reply
We both know we had no patience together day and night
Getting high on our supply, yeah, we ain't satisfied
I could love you all occasions

We got way too much in common
If I'm being honest with you
We got way too much in common
Since I'm being honest with you

Who wants to love somebody like me?
You wanna love somebody like me?
If you could love somebody like me
You must be messed up too
Who wants to love somebody like me?
You wanna love somebody like me?
If you could love somebody like me
You must be messed up too

Messed up too, messed up too
Just like you, just like you
Messed up too, messed up too
Just like you, just like you

We got way too much in common
If I'm being honest with you
We got way too much in common
Since I'm being honest with you

Who wants to love somebody like me?
You wanna love somebody like me?
If you could love somebody like me
You must be messed up too
Who wants to love somebody like me?
You wanna love somebody like me?
If you could love somebody like me
You must be messed up too

 

Broken Love

 

COLDPLAY
"Clocks"

The lights go out and I can't be saved
Tides that I tried to swim against
Have brought me down upon my knees
Oh I beg, I beg and plead, singing

Come out of things unsaid
Shoot an apple off my head and a
Trouble that can't be named
A tiger's waiting to be tamed, singing

You are
You are

Confusion never stops
Closing walls and ticking clocks 
Gonna come back and take you home
I could not stop that you now know, singing

Come out upon my seas
Cursed missed opportunities 
Am I a part of the cure?
Or am I part of the disease? Singing

You are, you are, you are 
You are, you are, you are

And nothing else compares
Oh nothing else compares
And nothing else compares

You are 
You are

Home, home where I wanted to go 
Home, home where I wanted to go
Home, home where I wanted to go
Home, home where I wanted to go

 

Eichen House

 

LIMP BIZKIT
"Behind Blue Eyes"
(originally by The Who)

No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
And no one knows what it's like
To be hated
To be fated
To telling only lies

But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

No one knows what it's like
To feel these feelings
Like I do,
And I blame you!
No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain and woe
Can show through

But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

Discover

[4x]
L.I.M.P.
Say it
Discover

No one knows what it's like
To be mistreated,
To be defeated
Behind blue eyes
No one knows how to say
That they're sorry
And don't worry
I'm not telling lies

But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man,
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes.


In the clouds, all the grey
I'll stay if you go away
Concrete, tall as the sky
All the movement passing me by

And you blush, what a rush
Reminisce, cold crush
Next door, ear to the wind
All the tension made for the core

I wish, I wish,
I wish it was all that easy
I wish, I wish,
I wish it was all that easy

 

The Truth

 

LINKIN PARK

"What I've Done"

In this farewell
There's no blood
There's no alibi
'Cause I've drawn regret
From the truth
Of a thousand lies

So let mercy come
And wash away
What I've done

I'll face myself
To cross out what I've become
Erase myself
And let go of what I've done

Put to rest
What you thought of me
While I clean this slate
With the hands of uncertainty

So let mercy come
And wash away
What I've done

I'll face myself
To cross out what I've become
Erase myself
And let go of what I've done
For what I've done

I start again
And whatever pain may come
Today this ends
I'm forgiving what I've done!

I'll face myself
To cross out what I've become
Erase myself
And let go of what I've done

What I've done
Forgiving what I've done

 

Forgiveness

 

AC/DC

"Skies On Fire"

Why don't you hang up
Won't you back up
Will you pack up and head for higher ground
I know you 
And you know me
Tell me what is you want it to be
What you want to be
What you need in me

Hey, Hey, Hey

Skies on Fire
Flames burn higher
Skies on Fire
Flames get higher

I know you
Now you know me
Tell me what it is you want it to be
In the rain
In the streets 
Your amazed by all the things that you see
Tell me what I see
How it’s got to be

Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

Skies on Fire
Flames burn higher
Skies on Fire
Flames burn higher

Hey, Hey, Hey
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

Hey you look in the sky
(Skies on fire)
Look in the sky
(Flames burn higher)
Skies on fire
Flames burn higher
Skies on fire
I know you and you know me
Tell me what it is you want it to be

Hey, Hey, Hey
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

Skies on fire

 

Burning For You

 

X AMBASSADORS

"The Devil You Know"

The devil you know, the devil you know, the devil you don't
'Cause better to know the devil you know, the devil you don't
Cause wherever you go, wherever you go
With the devil you know you never alone
But it's better to know the devil you know, the devil you don't

Ya, ayyy
Whoo hoo hoo hoo
Whoo hoo hoo hoo
Whoo hoo hoo hoo hoo
The devil you know
Whoo hoo hoo hoo
Whoo hoo hoo hoo
Whoo hoo hoo hoo hoo
The devil you know

The devil you know, the devil you know, the devil you don't
'Cause better to know the devil you know, the devil you don't
Cause wherever you go, wherever you go
With the devil you know you never alone
But it's better to know the devil you know, the devil you don't

Ya, ayyy
Whoo hoo hoo hoo
Whoo hoo hoo hoo
Whoo hoo hoo hoo hoo
The devil you know
Whoo hoo hoo hoo
Whoo hoo hoo hoo
Whoo hoo hoo hoo hoo
The devil you know

Make that money pile up baby, pile up higher
Make that money pile up, make it pile up higher
Make that money pile up baby, miles higher
Make that money pile up baby, pile up higher

Whoo hoo hoo hoo
Whoo hoo hoo hoo
Whoo hoo hoo hoo hoo
The devil you know
Whoo hoo hoo hoo
Whoo hoo hoo hoo
Whoo hoo hoo hoo hoo
The devil you know

The devil you know, the devil you know, the devil you don't
'Cause better to know the devil you know, the devil you don't
Cause wherever you go, wherever you go
With the devil you know you never alone
But it's better to know the devil you know, the devil you don't

The devil you know
Whoo hoo hoo hoo
Whoo hoo hoo hoo
Whoo hoo hoo hoo hoo
The devil you know
Whoo hoo hoo hoo
Whoo hoo hoo hoo
Whoo hoo hoo hoo hoo
The devil you know

Make that money pile up baby, pile up higher
Make that money pile up, make it pile up higher
The devil you know
Make that money pile up baby, miles higher
Make that money pile up baby, pile up higher
The devil you know

 

Dangerous Duo