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laraflame ([personal profile] laraflame) wrote2020-01-09 10:17 pm

Snowflake Challenge - Day 4&5






In your own space, set some goals for the coming year. They can be fannish or not, public or private.


I wasn't really good at goal-setting in the past, and that is to put it mildly. But it motivates me like hell and serves as encouragement too. From me to me. Much love and care,
xoxo

Not to be FANNISH but YES:
Some years ago I started to translate a multichaptered Drarry fic and almost finished it by now. I have to admit, with the new fandoms and ships enveloping me I didn't have the time or motivation to make any progress with it but this year I really want to wrap it up. It'll free up some space for other projects too.

Which is most embarassing - I have a gift exchange fic still sitting and growing among my files... It was due A LONG TIME AGO, but I was never satisfied with it, or got stuck in the middle. Driving me up the wall. -___- Imma tackle that monster til the end of February. I have to. The last remnants of my sanity depend on that. Oh, and btw - it's Mo Dao Zu Shi. Loving it to pieces but ath the same time s u f f e r i n g.

On another note, I'm keen on meeting my [community profile] getyourwordsout writing goal of 75k words. In a year, I think that's a sensible goal (and the lowest, hahahaha). When I was at my peak I effortlessly wrote out that amount in three months, so. I want to get back to that mental state, even surpass it, if I can. So I'll put up a progress tracker under my intro post in the sidebar and maybe in my DW profile too, for motivational purposes. Annnd it looks kinda cute, isn't it?

I wrote an original little story for an annual Christmas exchange - in Hungarian, but that's not the point now - and accidentally created my own characters. And the thing is - I like them. A lot. And they started to live in my head, which sounds mildly terrifying now that I think about it but at the same time it just feels so good. Like, I have children now! I should take responsibility. On this note, same exchange but one year back - that fic just begs for it to continue, so I should get my shit together and do just that.

Different material but. I'm a part of a manga&anime site - hungarian - and I want to make relevant progress with my assigned project there too. Meaning, translate a few books throughout the year.


I'm fully aware that the main part of me neglecting my projects is &/ was literal burning out. And, well, for more than two years now I really don't have an inspiring and safe home life experience so with that changing for the better I'll instantly turn back into my productive and constantly working self. I know. So that's gonna be my main motivation in the upcoming weeks - to get this horrible situation behind me once and for all and finally get a breather from all the stress. Just sitting back in my safe haven and breathe. After that, all the fannish work can come. All.
As far as Challenge #5 - Comment to someone you haven't ever interacted with before or introduce yourself to someone you've briefly interacted with and friend/follow them - is concerned, that's easy. It's mainly thanks to [community profile] snowflake_challenge that I get to know more, amazing individuals year by year and I always feel right at home among them. (HOW was I not aware that there are many many MDZS and Guardian fans on DW????)
Thank you, my special snowflakes. Thank you so-so much!

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[personal profile] summerstorm 2020-01-09 10:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, I have so many shameful to-dos, you are absolutely not alone. I also keep failing my GYWO habit thing. I just don't write as much as I used to. I was burning out myself for a while and so quit and now it's hard to get back into it, but it can be done -- I did fulfill an assignment last year, and wrote some poetry, and it was wonderful. But it's so important to know your limits and do what's best for you.

Breathe. Absolutely.

Also I went to Budapest last month and it was so cold I did my version of self-care by seeing very little but eating a lot, and it was excellent.
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[personal profile] summerstorm 2020-01-16 06:12 pm (UTC)(link)
I mean, it might be atrocious, I can never tell with my poetry, but I do find free verse quite fun and cathartic. I actually avoid it sometimes because it makes me emotional.

Your alcohol thing happened to me with coffee... at which point I switched to alcohol. What I really need is an ADHD diagnosis and meds, but here we are. Weirdly enough I can have coffee when I travel but I have to be extremely careful at home. I still love it though.

Oh, tell me about those places! I might go again when it isn't freezing cold. Does your gangster grandpa also have jazz club recs? I missed out on that, though I did go to that cocktail bar that makes you custom cocktails. It was really nice -- or, the cocktail was really nice, the atmosphere didn't particularly make me want to stay for long. Food-wise I couldn't get a reservation at Menza so I ended up going to Borbíróság (totally up my alley, loved it) and I fully forget what the other one was called but it was a bit further east? It was very cozy, a lot of wooden tables and stuff. It's bugging me that I can't find it, I'm gonna ask my travel companion.
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[personal profile] summerstorm 2020-01-16 11:07 pm (UTC)(link)
I found the restaurant! It's called Paprika Vendeglo. (Sorry about the lack of punctuation on the second word; what does it mean btw?) I had a leg of SOMETHING (lamb probably, knowing me and the fact that I only had boar, venison and duck once each on that trip) with some kind of delicious croquettes and a mushroom sauce. It was really cozy. But Borbíróság was better. I had "Veal fillet with roasted goose liver, wild mushrooms, cottage cheese dumplings" but with steak fries instead of dumplings.
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[personal profile] summerstorm 2020-01-19 10:03 pm (UTC)(link)
I added you to my friend list -- I'm not sure if/when I'll go back but this is great, I'm taking notes. I think we'd get along, I am also big on the word vomit.

You're not wrong, I do like fancy restaurants. I tried a less fancy one in Prague and it wasn't worth it. I mean if I'm gonna spend more I might as well spend extra to get really good food... or just get super cheap fast food. I am really bad at street food, though, so that's something I need to learn more about. You should do a blog post or sell it to a site or something! Or maybe we can co-write a post about Budapest for my blog? I can talk about where I went and then make a list of places for next time that you'd recommend, so I can find the info easily next time I go there. I'm super intrigued by the teahouse and I don't even like tea!
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[personal profile] summerstorm 2020-01-29 02:18 pm (UTC)(link)
I like to sit down to eat (indoors if at all possible, where the armchairs and the wifi are), always have, so even when I do get something in the street I just... want to sit down. LOL. I don't have enough hands! Plus I hate crowds, so that's an issue.

That'd be great. I was thinking I could do a twofer for Budapest-- I'll write a first post on what I did and where I went there, and we can co-write one about your local know-how. Maybe we could do it podcast transcription style, or just however it comes out? I'm gonna start a gdoc, I haven't cowritten anything in ages but this sounds like a lot of fun. And since I don't have pictures for your places, we can use maps for that. Let me know what email address I should share the docs with! (I usually take forever with all this but at least I have been categorizing pictures by what to edit and stuff, so there's that. Right now I need to write a post about my bar cart, and I have zero visuals for it because I drank all my top-shelf liquor already...)
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[personal profile] fadedwings 2020-01-09 10:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Burnout sucks :(
I wish you a happy and productive 2020!!!

[personal profile] luthienberen 2020-01-10 10:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Congratulations on nearly completing a translation! It is awe-inspiring that you are able to transform a story from one language into another. :)

Creating your own original characters is super fun! Scary. And addictive. ;) I have done the same more than once and it is as you say, like having children to devote on. May you have much joy in delevoping your OCs!

Good luck with removing yourself from the horrible situation and resting yourself.

[community profile] snowflake_challenge is terrific - thank you for the friend. It is fantastic to find another SW prequels fan, Harry Potter and Marvel (GoTG *waves and I feel you on Tony).

[personal profile] luthienberen 2020-01-18 05:25 pm (UTC)(link)
My apologies for the really late reply :/ Work has been tiring and stressful (good, just a lot on as I learn the ropes!).

Hurrah with practice honing skills! =^_^= It is brilliant also that you enjoy translating and that it has opened up new experiences/fandoms :-)


My poor OCs are all sad boys with Issues© but we're having an awesome time together!

Awww, that is fabulous. Also, completely support having an awesome time with OCs - I do with mine...even when I put in difficult situations!

Feel free to give your TEDTalk on Tony Stark any day! :D
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[personal profile] spikedluv 2020-01-11 12:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Good luck with all of your goals, especially changing your home life for the better.
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[personal profile] jo_lasalle 2020-01-14 03:29 pm (UTC)(link)
I hope your creative energy comes back in a more peaceful living situation!