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This is my online home. It's a queer little corner of the internet full of my favorite pop-culture characters holding hands, cuddling and kissing (regardless of gender and other bourgeois social constructs) for fun.
Also, I've been suffering from ADHD, depression and severe social anxiety for more years than I could count so please be nice if somehow for some goddamn reason you find this page. For the sake of the remnants of my mental health I may share some ramblings about my daily life and frustrations here too, besides writings and translations (my main gig, tho the last decade wasn't very nice... I'm slow and erratic creation-wise.)



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laraflame: (Lord give me the strength)
laraflame: (Lord give me the strength)

Snowflake Challenge - Day 4&5

laraflame: (Lord give me the strength)





In your own space, set some goals for the coming year. They can be fannish or not, public or private.


I wasn't really good at goal-setting in the past, and that is to put it mildly. But it motivates me like hell and serves as encouragement too. From me to me. Much love and care,
xoxo

Not to be FANNISH but YES:
Some years ago I started to translate a multichaptered Drarry fic and almost finished it by now. I have to admit, with the new fandoms and ships enveloping me I didn't have the time or motivation to make any progress with it but this year I really want to wrap it up. It'll free up some space for other projects too.

Which is most embarassing - I have a gift exchange fic still sitting and growing among my files... It was due A LONG TIME AGO, but I was never satisfied with it, or got stuck in the middle. Driving me up the wall. -___- Imma tackle that monster til the end of February. I have to. The last remnants of my sanity depend on that. Oh, and btw - it's Mo Dao Zu Shi. Loving it to pieces but ath the same time s u f f e r i n g.

On another note, I'm keen on meeting my [community profile] getyourwordsout writing goal of 75k words. In a year, I think that's a sensible goal (and the lowest, hahahaha). When I was at my peak I effortlessly wrote out that amount in three months, so. I want to get back to that mental state, even surpass it, if I can. So I'll put up a progress tracker under my intro post in the sidebar and maybe in my DW profile too, for motivational purposes. Annnd it looks kinda cute, isn't it?

I wrote an original little story for an annual Christmas exchange - in Hungarian, but that's not the point now - and accidentally created my own characters. And the thing is - I like them. A lot. And they started to live in my head, which sounds mildly terrifying now that I think about it but at the same time it just feels so good. Like, I have children now! I should take responsibility. On this note, same exchange but one year back - that fic just begs for it to continue, so I should get my shit together and do just that.

Different material but. I'm a part of a manga&anime site - hungarian - and I want to make relevant progress with my assigned project there too. Meaning, translate a few books throughout the year.


I'm fully aware that the main part of me neglecting my projects is &/ was literal burning out. And, well, for more than two years now I really don't have an inspiring and safe home life experience so with that changing for the better I'll instantly turn back into my productive and constantly working self. I know. So that's gonna be my main motivation in the upcoming weeks - to get this horrible situation behind me once and for all and finally get a breather from all the stress. Just sitting back in my safe haven and breathe. After that, all the fannish work can come. All.
As far as Challenge #5 - Comment to someone you haven't ever interacted with before or introduce yourself to someone you've briefly interacted with and friend/follow them - is concerned, that's easy. It's mainly thanks to [community profile] snowflake_challenge that I get to know more, amazing individuals year by year and I always feel right at home among them. (HOW was I not aware that there are many many MDZS and Guardian fans on DW????)
Thank you, my special snowflakes. Thank you so-so much!

Comments

Jan. 10th, 2020 10:07 pm (UTC)
Congratulations on nearly completing a translation! It is awe-inspiring that you are able to transform a story from one language into another. :)

Creating your own original characters is super fun! Scary. And addictive. ;) I have done the same more than once and it is as you say, like having children to devote on. May you have much joy in delevoping your OCs!

Good luck with removing yourself from the horrible situation and resting yourself.

[community profile] snowflake_challenge is terrific - thank you for the friend. It is fantastic to find another SW prequels fan, Harry Potter and Marvel (GoTG *waves and I feel you on Tony).

laraflame: (darth vader - join the dark side)
Jan. 12th, 2020 05:44 pm (UTC)
Thank you for your kind words!!! They mean a lot. :) Funny thing, the beginning of that translation is so... entry level compared to the things I'm doing nowadays that it makes me cringe every time. XD Well, that's only natural, getting better with time and practice but still XDXD And I look at it like a milestone; it started me on the way to get to know all the things I love today and that makes me so, so happy!

My poor OCs are all sad boys with Issues© but we're having an awesome time together!

Anytime :) It really is amazing and I'm always eager to find good people out there with similar (awesome) taste. XD (OHMG, Tony, I could go on for hours how unjust almost everyone was with him, and okay, usually the world's Steve Rogers' are my types but I just cannot with this, I'm shutting up now, Tony is best boi, must protect at all costs, thanks for coming to my TEDTalk.)
So, welcome with a warm heart and all the fannish feels :)

Jan. 18th, 2020 05:25 pm (UTC)
My apologies for the really late reply :/ Work has been tiring and stressful (good, just a lot on as I learn the ropes!).

Hurrah with practice honing skills! =^_^= It is brilliant also that you enjoy translating and that it has opened up new experiences/fandoms :-)


My poor OCs are all sad boys with Issues© but we're having an awesome time together!

Awww, that is fabulous. Also, completely support having an awesome time with OCs - I do with mine...even when I put in difficult situations!

Feel free to give your TEDTalk on Tony Stark any day! :D
laraflame: (miller fuck)
Jan. 19th, 2020 03:01 pm (UTC)
No probs, I've been working a lot these past few days too. Well, mine is just long and tiring but my coworkers are the best!

I should start translating my originals to English >_< So many things to do!

Very, very tempting! We usually rewatch the whole MCU once a year with my mom, out of all people XD That time is getting closer and closer...